my 21st wish does not includes him.
20th i included him. haha..

and i get to know him when i am 21st.

oops. there is realli something wrong with my internet explorer and firefox.
i realli cannot upload any pictures.
Guess i realli hab to ask siew hoon about this. =="

my colleague told me that i am too frank.
hmm..maybe i should changed.
=( i will try

I went to ash's blog and i clicked onto my link.
http://jaslin22.multiply.com/
went back to my old blog. =D

i read those old post i posted on multiply.
wow, i recalled those days.
celine is fun. poly brings alot of memories for me.
yiquan and jiahong is fun.

i realised that i do have tat feeling in the past.
its has been a long time since then.
i wonder when will that feeling ever surface again. its been so long.
am i numb?

or like what Mr Tay sae? i will have to eat the khong guan biscuit..haha
maybe one dae i will change back..

i am hungry now and i wish that someone can deliver something to me. haha

something wrong wif my internet explorer..haiz.
i wonder y i cannot upload photos in this blogger.
ARG!

anyway, boss pass me some weird quotation on light diesel oil.
he knew that i will have problems with that and GU YI PASS to me..

i stayed back todae.

another day wasted because i stayed back.
he asked me over and tell me there is some problems.
i gave him a :huh.. PRoblem =='
and he asked me y i sound like tat.
" u dun like problem?"
and i ans , its better not to have.


and his reply was. NO.. u should accept problems and learn fr there.
u are still so young. 21..
* wow.. sound..........................




maybe i reali sound childish to him. and jean told me i should change the way i speak to him.

ok. enough of that. I still have not choose my degree course.
worst case, i guess i will continue my business course.
i hope tat i am suitable to be a teacher.




going to vietnam. i am realli looking forward. cos i am able to see the world outside. i wan to know how they live and the environment and like what jean describe, after war country.
=) i like to experience tat.
who noes one day i may be a volunteer to those country.
my new goal in life, to travel ard the world.
haha

i m not veri happy because
i cant park well
i duno my technical stuff well
not much interesting stuff happened in my life recently
i cannot buy the bag i realli like.
shit


i am happi because
dad always make my day by crapping some nonsense stuff

omg. she is realli so pretty.
i am going to do my mask now.

O.. the genting trip was fun. especialli the theme park and those funny craps.
During this trip, we encountered quite alot of funny things.

1st day
we reached there ard 4am and we went for our breakfast.
after that, we roam around since we cannot check in until 11am.
We went to this garden and sat there crapping.
I guess my laughter were too loud that attracts this weird man.
He walked towards me and jy,holding a file.

He stpped infront of us and started to flip the pages, describing to us on every single page, where he came from , the children and duno hu in the pic is so ke lian.~~~etc
" please donate "
and i rejected by nodding my head.
but still he insist and starting saying that.
" u came all the way here? u have the money to play~~" (Something like tat)
well.. i still nod my head to reject him and he looked at me with a scary glance,

"y u think that sabah ppl likes to tell lies?"
he looked directly at my eyes with those killer glance.
like he is pulling out the knife at any time.
ITS realli CRAZY!

i was intending to nod my head when my pulled out a 10 dollars riggit.
and tat will da fa him away.

although i have received quite a few repeat email on this story below.
Despite the numbers of time i have read, this story still touches my heart.




my mom only had one eye. I hated her...
She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came toSay hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom onlyHas one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me aLaughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, becauseI was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard , got a chance to go abroad to study..

Then, I got married.I bought a house of my own.I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts,

Then one day,
my Mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her Grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at Her for coming over uninvited.

I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare myChildren!'GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may haveGotten the wrong address,'

And she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son,I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and Scare your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were Growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and Lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
Having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me,
in myPlace, with that eye.


With all my love to you,Your mother.

my 21st wish does not includes him.
20th i included him. haha..

and i get to know him when i am 21st.

oops. there is realli something wrong with my internet explorer and firefox.
i realli cannot upload any pictures.
Guess i realli hab to ask siew hoon about this. =="

my colleague told me that i am too frank.
hmm..maybe i should changed.
=( i will try

I went to ash's blog and i clicked onto my link.
http://jaslin22.multiply.com/
went back to my old blog. =D

i read those old post i posted on multiply.
wow, i recalled those days.
celine is fun. poly brings alot of memories for me.
yiquan and jiahong is fun.

i realised that i do have tat feeling in the past.
its has been a long time since then.
i wonder when will that feeling ever surface again. its been so long.
am i numb?

or like what Mr Tay sae? i will have to eat the khong guan biscuit..haha
maybe one dae i will change back..

i am hungry now and i wish that someone can deliver something to me. haha

something wrong wif my internet explorer..haiz.
i wonder y i cannot upload photos in this blogger.
ARG!

anyway, boss pass me some weird quotation on light diesel oil.
he knew that i will have problems with that and GU YI PASS to me..

i stayed back todae.

another day wasted because i stayed back.
he asked me over and tell me there is some problems.
i gave him a :huh.. PRoblem =='
and he asked me y i sound like tat.
" u dun like problem?"
and i ans , its better not to have.


and his reply was. NO.. u should accept problems and learn fr there.
u are still so young. 21..
* wow.. sound..........................




maybe i reali sound childish to him. and jean told me i should change the way i speak to him.

ok. enough of that. I still have not choose my degree course.
worst case, i guess i will continue my business course.
i hope tat i am suitable to be a teacher.




going to vietnam. i am realli looking forward. cos i am able to see the world outside. i wan to know how they live and the environment and like what jean describe, after war country.
=) i like to experience tat.
who noes one day i may be a volunteer to those country.
my new goal in life, to travel ard the world.
haha

i m not veri happy because
i cant park well
i duno my technical stuff well
not much interesting stuff happened in my life recently
i cannot buy the bag i realli like.
shit


i am happi because
dad always make my day by crapping some nonsense stuff

omg. she is realli so pretty.
i am going to do my mask now.

O.. the genting trip was fun. especialli the theme park and those funny craps.
During this trip, we encountered quite alot of funny things.

1st day
we reached there ard 4am and we went for our breakfast.
after that, we roam around since we cannot check in until 11am.
We went to this garden and sat there crapping.
I guess my laughter were too loud that attracts this weird man.
He walked towards me and jy,holding a file.

He stpped infront of us and started to flip the pages, describing to us on every single page, where he came from , the children and duno hu in the pic is so ke lian.~~~etc
" please donate "
and i rejected by nodding my head.
but still he insist and starting saying that.
" u came all the way here? u have the money to play~~" (Something like tat)
well.. i still nod my head to reject him and he looked at me with a scary glance,

"y u think that sabah ppl likes to tell lies?"
he looked directly at my eyes with those killer glance.
like he is pulling out the knife at any time.
ITS realli CRAZY!

i was intending to nod my head when my pulled out a 10 dollars riggit.
and tat will da fa him away.

although i have received quite a few repeat email on this story below.
Despite the numbers of time i have read, this story still touches my heart.




my mom only had one eye. I hated her...
She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came toSay hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom onlyHas one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me aLaughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, becauseI was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard , got a chance to go abroad to study..

Then, I got married.I bought a house of my own.I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts,

Then one day,
my Mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her Grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at Her for coming over uninvited.

I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare myChildren!'GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may haveGotten the wrong address,'

And she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son,I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and Scare your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were Growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and Lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
Having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me,
in myPlace, with that eye.


With all my love to you,Your mother.