i am sad for watever reason! feel like hiding in my own bed.
if onli
sometimes its not that what you are doing ppl can tell.
one words hurt. one action hurts. i am not acting pathetic or wat.
REALLI DISSAPPOINTED! think before how you treat someone
lucky i got my mummy.

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! have been doing project lately! without much slp! i knew my grp members aso..especially SHUHUI! hai.. but my slp doesnt help much, cos STILL i cant come up with a nice design that i really happy with.. looks super plain! *crY*
i still have wsna, CRM and psycho project coming on and YET I have really started any research except some reading! =-= I GOT NO TIME! hai.. have to meet our fyp client later to show him wat we have done. == its a bedok area!!!!!!! SHIT.. still have to run so far.sometime school life isnt that good either. but luckily i did to enjoy one small evening with weiyi.
Yesterday i woke up early in the morning to prepare for our project meeting aT bugis library! i was forced By lifeng not to be late and i wake up extra early. in the end, he is even later than me! but still ok la.. haa..he was abit late only.
i was intending to stay late for this project de but everyone was rushing to somewhere so i called up weiyi for lunch. I meet her at tiong bahru mrt station and acc her back to bugis AGAIN! tat was stupid..i knew tat!
we were deciding what to have for our lunch and finally i suggested to have CHONG QING huo guo , which i have always wanted to try. indeed, it's not bad. but we didnt ate much meat and the majority food we have were vege..lol..waste money. i am gona to bring my MUMMY and DADDY! DIDI and jie jie there one dae! heez..woo.. that will be best!

joke of the dae:
We were busily eating and i wipe my mouth with the so called "toilet" paper and a small part stuck on my lips and i didnt know y i jus ate it.
weiyi: *ShockeD* HEY! Y U EAT THE TOILET PAPER!
xue P: *nervous* i will swallow it.. ( and i start to drink alot of lime juice to swallow it down)
LOL.. i am dirty.. but its just one small piece..

another funny incident.
i was teasing weiyi for some incident and she was agitated and as usual =.= she was shouting :nonoono~~ i nv! i can explain.
i didnt wan to listen and i walked ahead of her.. and this was the disaster part when she sudden;y dashed to me and
BOX ME! WTH

was intending to wait for weiyi to go to her block to do my flash de. BUT in the end her hp SOTZ.. and hai wo waited for her like 2 hour plus and did not get back to me until i reach jurong point to buy my subway Heez.. suddenly have the urge to eat suShi! hai~ but anyway, on my way to jp, i suddenly remembered that mummy mentioned that there is not much veggie left in the refrigerators and so i went to ntuc to start my veggie and fruits shopping.Actually i was intending to throw more things into the basket i am holding, but it seems like getting abit heavy for me le.. so i stopped and go pay for my stuff and went home. =( *lonely feeling* ..
When i reached home, i have my lunch and fell aslp on the sofa until mummy came back from work and off i go to the clinic le. Btw, something interesting happened today.. ok la.. maybe not sound that interesting..LOL
a young guy, around in the early twenties asking me very softly if abortion can be done here? =-= and i asked my colleague and told him
sorry, nope..
and i saw this INDIAN GIRL, who look younger to walk off together with him..
hmm.. youngster.. poor baby.. '' but maybe they have reason ba..

how many close friend do you have once in your lifetime?
if there is none, is that consider as pitiful?
or just sounds normal to you?
i start to wonder

Yeap.. this is my previous design.. hmm.. actually i am quite sastified ba.. but my grp member thinks that this design should be improved.. sat going to submit my fyp le.. our client has to choose over chong tuck webby Vs our webby.. haha.. of cos i would hope that we can be chosen.. *Grin* haa.. ok la.. i am bad la.. cos their grp aso veri nice ppl.. no hao sheng xin at all.. share our idea and coding together.. nice "competitor"?
acutalli yeap.. of all my polymates.. i guess lifeng and chong tuck grp are the most ren qing wei "grpie"! heez
and yesterdae i took one whole dae.. after i returned home, JUST TO COME up with this..

luckily! they are happy wif this new look.. but somehow i knew.. there is still quite abit of improvement.. cos not much flash is in this website and looks quite plain.. was thinking whether to stay back tomorrow and find a lab to do finish all the flash stuff..but i was wondering whether will bored?????????????????????????
hai! HAVE To work in the clinic tomolo again! Lazy me

oh ya.. on the way back from work, i was reading I magazine, and one of the articles that i saw really interest me.. she mentioned that there is one 5 year old boy who wrote an essay about a croakroach son jumped into the toilet bowl just to saved his parents. In the end, the son was "pronounced" dead after smelling the disastrous Smell of urine and da bian inside the toilet bowl. haha.. sounds disgusting rite? crockroach and those toilet bowl, But the moral of the story is ? the son jumped into a situation which nobody would like to, to save his parent..
and the writer was wondering, a 5 yr old boy is writing about this.. wat if he grows up one dae? will his thinking changed by the practical world todaE?


To everyone i may be practical but not to you =D

time passes really..lol.. i seems like repeating this sentence very often.
haa..
i was flipping thru my handphone pictures and i saw this.. cute rite.. my 2 cousin..
went to visit lee khim yesterday, she look very jin shen and strong ar.. haha
i was the first to reach and chatted wif her.. cheerful girl.. then kheng loon was next to arrive.. and he told us that when he was asking the nurse where is ang lee khim's ward, one of the nurse told him: "make it a quick one"
*BLUR LA* haha.. wat is she referring to? i dun think there is restriction in the visiting hour? hahaa.. ..puzzled
Btw..I REALLY HAVE TO COMPLAIN! SAMSUNG U700 WAS really a VASE.. the camera START TO DETERIORATE! WTH!!!!!! The front camera starts to blur after a few weeks..ARGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........the reason i chose this phone is because of the camera and DESIGN! and YET! THis HP BU ZHEN QI.. ma de..shit samsung.. if i have the money now, i will surely change a new one! -___________________- irritated by it..
ok.. enough le.. hahaha... hmm.. been doing nothing but project and visiting lee khim.. but tis 2 does already occupied most of my time le.. yesterdae was real tired after visiting lee khim.. on the way home, how i wished i have a driving licence and a car.. or someone to fetch me home! *dreaming haha.. when i about to reached home, helen called me to ask me whether i wan to help out his husband on his new start up company.. and initialli i rejected her offer cos i guess i am still waiting for tuition assignment.. the hour rate is better and i do not have to travel tat far.. but she continue to persuade me and handed our conversation to her husband.His husband told me he could offer to 7 dollar per hour and fetch me to the nearest mrt station after my work.. seems like a good offer! BUT.. still tuition is a better choice for me.. it was until he told me tat maybe after i graduate, if he is happy with my performance, he could offer me a post straight after i graduate.. his new office will be ready ard mid march or april in 2008..
tis realli me in accepting his offer. hmm.. but after consulting my daddy, he objected and maybe i will have to call him on thur le ba.. hai.. am i letting one good opportunity to slip thru?



so what i am short?

@ day just passes so fast.. Stayed at home for these 2 daes.. cos i was sick! =.= i am down wif FLU! feel so giddy..=(
Lee khim condition was improving le.. heez.. been visiting her for the past 2 daes.. although wasn't visiting her everyday.. but still, seeing her chatting wif us.. able to crack jokes with us makes me feel that our effort does pays off.. =)
actually, going to hospital was not necessary tat boring.. somehow chatting with her and visiting her seems like an outing session for all of us.. it's not a chore to visit her but a gathering for all of us.. although on the journey back, it was indeed quite a tiring.. but anyway, hope she will able to overcome her obstacle soon..
haven done any preparation for any of the project yet.. but i am just not in the right mood.. *OH MY GOD!* HAte IT..


拥有了同时也失去什黱
Friends are meant to be there whenever need to
without words
Friendship are diffcult to be bond yet easy to
be faded by any parties

been thinking of her whole day.. did not visit her todae.. and did not went to sch either.. been thinking whether has she been better? but veri happy and relief that her condition is improving from meng yong entry.. realli glad.. =) Lucky she got a grps of good frens tat are acc her all this while..
sorry lee khim, did nt went todae.. but i will go on thurs and fridae! with thiam boon and sharon.. hope thur u are able to tok to us le..
thank you meng yong for updating the blog often.. at least for those who are unable to visit her are able to get news from there.. =)

went to visit jus now, quite glad that she is in a stable qing xu.. but aso feel sad for her.. whats more is that i feel very guilty about her state.. if onli that dae we didnt went out, if onli we go home earlier.. or later? eVEN for that one min so that everything will not happened.. if onli .. and if onli..
starting from the incident till now, i guess that our mind all revolves ard her.. i knew that the 8 of us.. feel guilty.. guilty tat how come this will happen? i realli dunno wat to sae.. we didnt expect tat jus one kbox outing will bring her so much harm.. i hope that she wont blame us.. we realli felt sorry.. when i went in to look at her.. all i could see is her eye.. i guess she is realli feeling sad and helpless.. i dunno wat to sae to her.. but when i told her about the blog that we created for her, she tried to sae a thank you.. but she couldnt sae it out.. all she could do is look at us.. she did not look away.. jus kept looking at us.. we felt so helpless that we are unable to help her at that time..
although we are not close.. but we are partly to be blame for this incident.. i hated that.. i hated tat y could god let this happen? she is onli 19? imagine if you cannot move anymore and have to go through all this therapy.. its all our fault.. sorri lee khim.. realli sori.. realli..

tats all for todae.. and my cute fren..lol..
dun scold me.. but realli super cute.. dun worry.. pretty aso..lol

now on the way to singapore le.. blogging at papa car..
its nice going back to visit my auntie and ah ma.. =)
2 daes just pass so quickly, guess it will be fast for the next visit le ba
i am not sure but sometimes i realli think i am realli am
someone who are so insercure.. to prevent something from happening..
i rather remain at that position.maybe that is pa si..lol
suddenly i have this urge to blog ab tis.. all things happened so fast!
i rem i was a veri small baby? my grandma and grandpa look after me..
still remembered my eighth and small aunt quarrelling for a dress and me and my sis was so small at that time..watching
them quarrelling.. ah gong was there to stop them.. PARENT ar.. haha..seems to be playing
a mature role.. controlling the things happening ard us..
everything happened jus like a flash of thunder.. haha.. tt should be how i should describe.
every new year we jus went back as usual.. i was like small cartoon to them.. and i grew up le..
its my turn to play the role of young adults! i have so mani small cute cousin..
like bevis.. from a small babi, to si ying..
cute ba..
hehe..
i have so a large family.. feel so blessed! cos i got a happi family..
daddy was planning to bring us for a holidae tis dec with all my big family..

went to ktv on tuesdae wif weiyi..wow.. 4 hrs was realli fast leh.. haha.. i tot 2 person will not pass so soon!! == left 3 daes to my test.. i haven started my revision yet.. == SAD! going back to malaysia tomolo le! visiting ah ma.. was happi BUT.. == i am afraid i dun have the time to study for my test..
oh ya.. ceed! if u happened to see tis entri! HAPPI advance birthdae on sat!