went to visit jus now, quite glad that she is in a stable qing xu.. but aso feel sad for her.. whats more is that i feel very guilty about her state.. if onli that dae we didnt went out, if onli we go home earlier.. or later? eVEN for that one min so that everything will not happened.. if onli .. and if onli..
starting from the incident till now, i guess that our mind all revolves ard her.. i knew that the 8 of us.. feel guilty.. guilty tat how come this will happen? i realli dunno wat to sae.. we didnt expect tat jus one kbox outing will bring her so much harm.. i hope that she wont blame us.. we realli felt sorry.. when i went in to look at her.. all i could see is her eye.. i guess she is realli feeling sad and helpless.. i dunno wat to sae to her.. but when i told her about the blog that we created for her, she tried to sae a thank you.. but she couldnt sae it out.. all she could do is look at us.. she did not look away.. jus kept looking at us.. we felt so helpless that we are unable to help her at that time..
although we are not close.. but we are partly to be blame for this incident.. i hated that.. i hated tat y could god let this happen? she is onli 19? imagine if you cannot move anymore and have to go through all this therapy.. its all our fault.. sorri lee khim.. realli sori.. realli..