i ask her. can we let her take the medicine?
cos the time seems to be getting shorter.

but she told me.
she may lessen her pain in this way.

i become selfish.

i call her. haha.. she told me i am still young..
small small.. and i told her i want to get married.
i told her if nobody wants me she will be sad.
she tells me.
by the time she will nt be able to see.